ON THE MIND OF ROBIN

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I am... STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THIS WHOLE BLOG THING. I LOVE IT, YET IT DRIVES ME INSANE AT THE SAME TIME..GRRR.. I dont... HAVE THE CARPET IN MY HOUSE I WISH I DID. MY LAST HOME HAD DARK BROWN AND I JUST LOVED IT. I PRETTY MUCH HATE MY CARPET AND THINK ABOUT RIPPING IT OUT BY HAND DAILY. I shall... GET A NEW CAR SOONER OR LATER. THIS ONE IS PAID OFF AND I HATE THE THOUGHT OF STARTING THAT ALL OVER AGAIN . I honestly... NEED TO LIVE ON SLIMFAST. I FEEL ULTRA FAT TODAY. I went... TO CASSIDY'S FOOTBALL GAME LAST FRIDAY NIGHT TO WATCH HER CHEER. IT MADE ME GLAD NOT TO BE IN HIGH SCHOOL. THE GIRLS ARE MEAN, THE BOYS ARE STUPID AND THE CLOTHES ARE JUST UGLY. I crave... A TRIP TO HAWAII. I WANT TO LAY ON THE BEACH AND DO NOTHING FOR ABOUT ..UMMM 4O YEARS OR SO. I love... MY FAMILY. MY KIDS, MY SISTERS AND MY MOM. WITHOUT THEM, I THINK I WOULD BE IN A CORNER DROOLING SOMEWHERE. WHEN LIFE GETS HARD, THEY ARE WHO MAKES ME REMEMBER I AM BLESSED IN A MILLION WAYS. I LOVE YOU GUYS. I think... AS SOON AS CASSIDY IS FINISHED WITH HIGH SCHOOL, I WILL MOVE TO UTAH. I HATE LAS VEGAS AND HAVE NOTHING REALLY HERE SO I WANT TO MOVE. YAY SOUNDS GOOD! I bit... BABY HAYDEN'S CHUBBY LEGS. NOT HARD JUST ENOUGH TO MAKE HER LAUGH...AND FOR ME TO GET THE JOY OF A FAT NEWBORN BABY'S CHUNKY THIGH. I feel... I SHOULD HAVE SLOWED DOWN WHEN MY KIDS WERE LITTLE AND SAVORED EVERY HOLIDAY. HALLOWEEN IS HERE AND I NO LONGER BUY THE COSTUMES FROM TARGET AND GET TO BUY THOSE LITTLE PLASTIC PUMPKIN PAILS. I MISS THAT. MY KIDS ALL HAVE GONE TO USING PILLOW CASES OR TARGET BAGS. I HATE THE KIDS THAT DO THAT AND NOW MINE DO. I HAVE FAILED AS A MOTHER! I watched... THE TODAY SHOW THIS MORNING AND DECIDED VERY FEW WOMEN SHOULD WEAR PEEP TOE SHOES. MOST PEOPLE LOOK RIDICULOUS IN THEM. I THINK YOU NEED TO BE UNDER 28 TO PULL THEM OFF. I suddenly... WISH I WAS UNDER 28 SO I COULD HAVE THE CHOICE TO WEAR PEEP TOES. I NOW FEEL OLD AND KNOW THAT I CAN'T WEAR THEM. EVEN THOUGH I HAVE NO DESIRE, I WOULD LIKE THE CHOICE . I hope... IT TURNS TO FALL SOON. I AM SO SICK OF THE HEAT. I HAVE LIVED HERE MY WHOLE LIFE AND YET THE HEAT STILL ANGERS ME. I am..GOING TO PUT CLOTHES IN THE DRYER AND LEAVE THE WORLD OF BLOGGING AND RETURN TO MY LIFE. WISH ME LUCK :)

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